8 years ago I was in Japan on a 1 year student visa. I was dating left and right, young and old. It was a great time.
One of the most memorable dates was an older women. Let's call her M. She was my mentor, language teacher and penpal all-in-one. She was my first Japanese friend. I tried really hard pursueing her but she wasn't having any of it and told me to date younger girls. We sporadically met up on weekends for 'language exchange' but nothing ever happened. She lived far away wich really sucked even more.
She knew my visa would expire so she tried to match me to her daughter. Her daughter was somewhat cute but I wasn't interested in her daughter. Honestly I just wanted to bang the mom. I'm not a typical mazakon I but feel very attracted to older women. Having sex with an older married women or a widow who haven't had sex in years turns me on. I can't really explain why.. I guess it's a psychological thing.
Anyway we kept in touch on Skype and she kept pushing me to marry her daughter. One day I teasingly told her that I agree but only if I could fuck her on the side. I thought she would feel offended and block me but I felt I was flogging a dead horse so at this point I didn't really care anymore. Besides she lived in Tochigi. There is no future for me there so I really felt I had nothing to lose.
Surprisingly she said 'we will see' wich I interpretated as a green light. Fuck yes! We met up the next weekend and luckily she had a car and picked me up at the trainstation. I couldn't hide my excitement any longer and kissed her full on her lips and she kissed me back. Then I knew it was GAME ON. I groped her breasts and she told me 'not here'. She drove me to her house and this is where I had the best sex ever.
Unfortunately my visa was expiring so I went back to the states and decided to pursue my masters. Flash forward 8 years. I now have my masters and applied PR and got it approved.
The thing is.. I'm here now and often fantasize about my time back then. Getting married to a girl and fucking her mom secretely. Yes I'm aware it sounds crazy and it probably is but I really consider pursuing it.
I'm currently dating a 40 y/o. She is a little crazy (looking for apartments after 1 month of dating) but I shared all my fetish with her (cuckold, mazakon etc) and unlike many other women she accepted my fetish. I told her that I wanted to cum in her mother after I'm done with her. And she said her mom likes ikemen. This REALLY turned me on (fyi I'm typing this with a boner now)
I know you shouldn't stick your dick in crazy, but in this case it's clear I'm the crazy one. Am I the only one with this fantasy (fetish) ?
I tried swinger life and cuckold since last year and it really made me realize how short life is and we should just enjoy life. I don't think I can ever have a normal monogamous relationship again. Then again I don't want to wreck someone's marriage/life so feeling conflicted.
Thoughts?
One of the most memorable dates was an older women. Let's call her M. She was my mentor, language teacher and penpal all-in-one. She was my first Japanese friend. I tried really hard pursueing her but she wasn't having any of it and told me to date younger girls. We sporadically met up on weekends for 'language exchange' but nothing ever happened. She lived far away wich really sucked even more.
She knew my visa would expire so she tried to match me to her daughter. Her daughter was somewhat cute but I wasn't interested in her daughter. Honestly I just wanted to bang the mom. I'm not a typical mazakon I but feel very attracted to older women. Having sex with an older married women or a widow who haven't had sex in years turns me on. I can't really explain why.. I guess it's a psychological thing.
Anyway we kept in touch on Skype and she kept pushing me to marry her daughter. One day I teasingly told her that I agree but only if I could fuck her on the side. I thought she would feel offended and block me but I felt I was flogging a dead horse so at this point I didn't really care anymore. Besides she lived in Tochigi. There is no future for me there so I really felt I had nothing to lose.
Surprisingly she said 'we will see' wich I interpretated as a green light. Fuck yes! We met up the next weekend and luckily she had a car and picked me up at the trainstation. I couldn't hide my excitement any longer and kissed her full on her lips and she kissed me back. Then I knew it was GAME ON. I groped her breasts and she told me 'not here'. She drove me to her house and this is where I had the best sex ever.
Unfortunately my visa was expiring so I went back to the states and decided to pursue my masters. Flash forward 8 years. I now have my masters and applied PR and got it approved.
The thing is.. I'm here now and often fantasize about my time back then. Getting married to a girl and fucking her mom secretely. Yes I'm aware it sounds crazy and it probably is but I really consider pursuing it.
I'm currently dating a 40 y/o. She is a little crazy (looking for apartments after 1 month of dating) but I shared all my fetish with her (cuckold, mazakon etc) and unlike many other women she accepted my fetish. I told her that I wanted to cum in her mother after I'm done with her. And she said her mom likes ikemen. This REALLY turned me on (fyi I'm typing this with a boner now)
I know you shouldn't stick your dick in crazy, but in this case it's clear I'm the crazy one. Am I the only one with this fantasy (fetish) ?
I tried swinger life and cuckold since last year and it really made me realize how short life is and we should just enjoy life. I don't think I can ever have a normal monogamous relationship again. Then again I don't want to wreck someone's marriage/life so feeling conflicted.
Thoughts?