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My fetish/fantasy: should I pursue this?

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8 years ago I was in Japan on a 1 year student visa. I was dating left and right, young and old. It was a great time.

One of the most memorable dates was an older women. Let's call her M. She was my mentor, language teacher and penpal all-in-one. She was my first Japanese friend. I tried really hard pursueing her but she wasn't having any of it and told me to date younger girls. We sporadically met up on weekends for 'language exchange' but nothing ever happened. She lived far away wich really sucked even more.

She knew my visa would expire so she tried to match me to her daughter. Her daughter was somewhat cute but I wasn't interested in her daughter. Honestly I just wanted to bang the mom. I'm not a typical mazakon I but feel very attracted to older women. Having sex with an older married women or a widow who haven't had sex in years turns me on. I can't really explain why.. I guess it's a psychological thing.

Anyway we kept in touch on Skype and she kept pushing me to marry her daughter. One day I teasingly told her that I agree but only if I could fuck her on the side. I thought she would feel offended and block me but I felt I was flogging a dead horse so at this point I didn't really care anymore. Besides she lived in Tochigi. There is no future for me there so I really felt I had nothing to lose.

Surprisingly she said 'we will see' wich I interpretated as a green light. Fuck yes! We met up the next weekend and luckily she had a car and picked me up at the trainstation. I couldn't hide my excitement any longer and kissed her full on her lips and she kissed me back. Then I knew it was GAME ON. I groped her breasts and she told me 'not here'. She drove me to her house and this is where I had the best sex ever.

Unfortunately my visa was expiring so I went back to the states and decided to pursue my masters. Flash forward 8 years. I now have my masters and applied PR and got it approved.

The thing is.. I'm here now and often fantasize about my time back then. Getting married to a girl and fucking her mom secretely. Yes I'm aware it sounds crazy and it probably is but I really consider pursuing it.

I'm currently dating a 40 y/o. She is a little crazy (looking for apartments after 1 month of dating) but I shared all my fetish with her (cuckold, mazakon etc) and unlike many other women she accepted my fetish. I told her that I wanted to cum in her mother after I'm done with her. And she said her mom likes ikemen. This REALLY turned me on (fyi I'm typing this with a boner now)

I know you shouldn't stick your dick in crazy, but in this case it's clear I'm the crazy one. Am I the only one with this fantasy (fetish) ?

I tried swinger life and cuckold since last year and it really made me realize how short life is and we should just enjoy life. I don't think I can ever have a normal monogamous relationship again. Then again I don't want to wreck someone's marriage/life so feeling conflicted.

Thoughts?
 
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law
 
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Do whatever you want as long as its with consenting adults.

Your story isnt as interesting as you seem to think it is, and the abundance of mother/daughter videos on pornhub tells me that its not unique as a fetish either.

You dont need to tell people you have an erection right now. Just go jerk off and get on with your life.
 
Been there, done that, with the mother/daughter situation. Avoid that shit as it can get REALLY ugly. But I'm right there with you on the old lady beat, as my gym is full of 18-23yo girls all day and the only ones I'm leering at are the 40-something mommies that come in for their work out. Yeah, it can be fun as shit and a wild ride but the one thing you DO NOT WANT TO DO is get tied into a situation like that through marriage.

If you're meeting hot mommies that just want to fuck, I say GO FOR IT. It's a win-win, equally-beneficial agreement. Some may say you deserve an award for social service. If that's the case I deserve a fucking Nobel.
 
Do whatever makes you happy! As long as you ain’t hurting anyone and it’s consenting etc
 
How do you found and recruit those mamas any advice :)?
He doesn't. He's a troll that's pops up around here every so often.