I have met her friends and a few members of her family. I was trying to learn the language but in her eyes and yours, it was not good enough. The problem with as you put it an "English Whore" is that they are exactly that. No loyalty and offer nothing in the means of a relationship. They don't want anything else or drive you to want to improve yourself. To them they treat you like any other non-tangible item of their social status; look at me, I'm so fly, I wear Gucci, I went to this banging club, and look at my BF he is soooo dreamy, envy me.
I don't want that, and with her at least she cared about my dreams and what I wanted to do, not to mention our future. Was it upsetting that I was not good enough for her, you bet your ass. This is the second time that I blame myself for not being good enough for someone and this shit hurts, all you can do is learn from it and not make the same mistake twice. What will I take from this experience? Well learning the language the best I can, so that if I do have another chance with a Japanese female I will be able to hold on this time.