As a client, I've met many absolutely amazing ladies. I truly believed it was mutual that we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves during the set time that we spent together. Usual courtesy pleasantries of appreciation and thanks are exchanged after. Life goes back to normal for me, as how it should be.
However, there was this one time, I left a booking feeling very surreal, genuine real deep connection and for the first time ever I let emotional attachment got the better of me. That would be fine and typically the high goes off after a while.
The thing is admittedly, I don't repeat much, almost never. Even though almost every time mostly it was amazing, just feels like I need more variety. Sometimes the sex was mind blowing, and that was it for me. Yes even for GFE, I know that it's part of the job but you know most of the times it feels like hanging out with old time friends. Perhaps that was how I presented myself as a client.
For this particular time, I repeated more than a year later. I was surprised she remembered clear details of our last encounter. Rare given the number of clients full time workers meet let alone one who barely left an impression, that's what I think at least. But I repeated because I remembered how mind blowing the sex was and how open to kinks she was, really that was it. I knew clearly what I was going after. The end of my first meeting with her was fairly typical as well. Just usual courtesy exchanges of appreciation and thanks. Perfect for me.
This confusing feeling that I get was the first ever time for me. I didn't really think too much as I felt it must have been just me. I'll let it fade away. What didn't help was that in the usual exchange of appreciation and thanks that follows post-booking, I usually keep it short and simple, but the responses I received were a little out of the usual norm in such context. I honestly and still do believe that most ladies don't do that intentionally to have a client repeat, it just makes handling of repeat clients with emotional baggage more difficult.
I'll keep the details private but let's just say I never seen such words used by any escorts before. Words that are greying the boundaries, words that got me thinking if what I felt was real or was she just really good at her job and being a "good professional"? The difficult part is how to read her intentions correctly and because of all these the urge to repeat is very strong on my side but it will be mainly becase of the emotional attachment which is not how I usually approach things in p4p.
However, there was this one time, I left a booking feeling very surreal, genuine real deep connection and for the first time ever I let emotional attachment got the better of me. That would be fine and typically the high goes off after a while.
The thing is admittedly, I don't repeat much, almost never. Even though almost every time mostly it was amazing, just feels like I need more variety. Sometimes the sex was mind blowing, and that was it for me. Yes even for GFE, I know that it's part of the job but you know most of the times it feels like hanging out with old time friends. Perhaps that was how I presented myself as a client.
For this particular time, I repeated more than a year later. I was surprised she remembered clear details of our last encounter. Rare given the number of clients full time workers meet let alone one who barely left an impression, that's what I think at least. But I repeated because I remembered how mind blowing the sex was and how open to kinks she was, really that was it. I knew clearly what I was going after. The end of my first meeting with her was fairly typical as well. Just usual courtesy exchanges of appreciation and thanks. Perfect for me.
This confusing feeling that I get was the first ever time for me. I didn't really think too much as I felt it must have been just me. I'll let it fade away. What didn't help was that in the usual exchange of appreciation and thanks that follows post-booking, I usually keep it short and simple, but the responses I received were a little out of the usual norm in such context. I honestly and still do believe that most ladies don't do that intentionally to have a client repeat, it just makes handling of repeat clients with emotional baggage more difficult.
I'll keep the details private but let's just say I never seen such words used by any escorts before. Words that are greying the boundaries, words that got me thinking if what I felt was real or was she just really good at her job and being a "good professional"? The difficult part is how to read her intentions correctly and because of all these the urge to repeat is very strong on my side but it will be mainly becase of the emotional attachment which is not how I usually approach things in p4p.
