My beloved girlfriend finally died of a liver cancer in the end of march. I've stayed on her side all the way till the end and it was a huge amount of sadness to handle during these 6 months. I've never cried so much in my whole life and I even won a lot of grey hair as a bonus. I know it's now time to move on which is why I've been trying to recruit potential girfriends during the recent weeks. The problem is that I can't seem to break the bond with my girlfriend. All the girls I meet are far below her, they can't even compete. Plus the fact that I'm really tired of the dating scene (cf. the other thread about jgirls and mariage). And lastly, I know that won't be able to perform loveless sex after what I have experienced with her before and after her disease. You might say that I have to be patient but I feel like I urgently need to find someone else in order to break this painful bond. Anyway, any advice will be welcome.