I'm a bit shocked fella. You deserve a a Purple Heart medal for your services.
you are shocked, imagine how I felt. I did not run in the face of danger, but it was hard to stay and not run. Actually after a while, I just took it in stride and had fun with it, going "yeah like this is going to work, what else do you got".
To try to forget about it, let me put on paper the blow by blow account.
Walk in secret touch at 10:00 pm. Handed out my 9800Y. They got me to spin the wheel and a red ball came out (bad sign...). then I am escorted to the waiting room. While there the mama san comes by and gives me a card for a 4800Y discount to be used within a month (yeah like I am going to risk it after this...). I wait 10 mn, then they get me out. I looked at the provider and she does look good, long black hair, tall and skinny. She escorts me up the stairs, offer for me to stop by the restroom, which I did. Then up to 3F, I take my shoes off and enter her room. (I should have noticed the way she was looking at me, something about jumping me...). I get in her room, and right away she starts undressing me, then ask me to remove her clothes. It was like she could not wait to get her hand on my dick or something. I will give her that much, she looked hungry for some fun. She then notices that I am not hard, I would say more than limped, my dick is trying to hide in my sack, (it knew something that I did not...). I think this kind of got her worked up, she wanted something and it was not happening, so she starts talking to my dick... "wake up, do no hide etc...", this is done in a very authoritative way, not a soft voice, more like "I command you to get out", then she takes her pussy, opens it up and starts showing it, saying to my dick, "look at my friend, he is happy to see you, come on out and play etc..." hum, this is not working for me and at that point I am starting to wonder what I got my dick into. Now you have to get her credit, she is trying to get me hard, this is her job after all, but I am not sure she understood that this was not going to work, maybe I should have told her, my dick was, if it had had legs of its own, I am sure it would have ran out of the room... She then starts taking a glass with the mouth rinse, and blows jets of water on my balls, my dicks, seeing no response, she starts in a rather agitated way, to talk to my dick, giving it a angry stair and playing with it. She is building steam at that point, her eyes are throwing daggers at my dick, and the poor little guy is crumbling to hide ... Then she ask me to get on the stool. I am thinking, good at least I will get a nice wash, relax a little, maybe this will get better after all, but to my disappointment there is not much washing there. Still no response from my dick, so she stands me up, come close, looks down, spread her pussy lips, states "watch me", and here come the Golden Shower aiming right for my dick and balls... at this point, nothing good can happen from this (for me at least), I am thinking get in the tub, rinse off and lets call it a night before something even worse happens. (I believe she may have thought that my dick was cold and was simply trying to warm it up?? or maybe that is her way to introduce her pussy to my dick?) But she has a different idea, she gets me in the tub, jumps in with me and then start spreading herself, rubbing on my dick... I am thinking, no way do I want my dick in there without a condom, stay away from me... I come out of the tub, still OK, and I am placed face up on the massage table, she keeps on talking to my dick to wake up, I can feel some frustration in her voice, she gives off some puffing sounds, more blowing of water (thanks god no more Golden shower). She then tries a bbj, some sumata, some ass riming (rather good :0) with her mouth and finger. (no prostate massage even so that may have been good at that point, but my cheeks did not want to open, worry about what else was waiting for me, dick talking to butt hole, do not let her have it....) but at this point I have nothing, want nothing. I looked at her and let her know that this is not working, no problem on her part, it is just me and my old age. I start putting my clothes back, usually the provider does it but in this case she was not happy, and we are done. I walk back down the stairs, happy to be done, say my good bye and thank you, walk out thinking "what just happened here, was that for real??"
now I should be fair to her and acknowledge that she did put on a really good effort, in her own ways. Knowing now what she is like, maybe one day, if I am ready for some play (have to get my mindset for that one), she could be fun. Wonder if she can be a sub, if so maybe I can come up with something.
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now I am free of the bad dream, I left it all on paper, I can sleep good tonight.
