Happy New Year!!
There were many lessons in life that 2018 had blessed me with. I will share with you a few that stood out and surprised me the most.
First, I’ve learned that I am totally in love with Japan. The culture, the people, their impeccable standards are like a lost art, and of course, the connections I’ve made in Japan have been so special. In all the places around the world that we have partaking in p4p, I wouldn’t have guessed that Japan is where all the gems are. This is now our new favorite place for adult play. I love how all the ladies that we have connected with in Japan fully chose their profession and truly love what they do (at least the ladies here on TAG).
Second, I’ve learned that even after 18 years of marriage, I have fallen into deeper love with my husband. He is truly one special human being. As we continue to create and explore new boundaries (not just in p4p but also in life) individually and as a couple, this test has invited me to practice different layers of unconditional love (to love without expectations while allowing the other person the freedom to explore what they are being called to without judgment); not always an easy task. I’m not sure how much longer we will partake in p4p but we are making the most out of each moment.
Third, throughout the last five years of p4p, I’ve come to have a much better understanding of my own sexuality in 2018. I’ve come to accept that my desire to be with women goes beyond curiosity, fun and simply to spice up my marriage. It goes beyond the physical pleasure and desires. No, I am not leaving my husband for another woman but I have a better clarity as to what direction we might want to explore together in the future beyond p4p.
Fourth, I’ve learned that at the end of the day, regardless of what circumstances each one of us are dealt with, LOVE, ACCEPTANCE and a sense of genuine human connection is at the core of all human desires.
I am very grateful to have this community. It has been very insightful and I love reading about the different perspectives from both the escorts and mongers about the p4p world. I am especially grateful for the ladies that we’ve had the privilege of connecting with in Japan. What they can provide for each person even if it’s momentary is unique and special and imo it’s like medicine for the soul. Thank you for your contributions ladies.
May your 2019 be blissful, fun and adventurous!