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Ok, so I often teach private English lessons at Hoshino cafe because it has private rooms where it is quiet and easy for my students to focus on learning without a lot of external noise.
I have this situation that keeps repeating and for the life of me, I can't figure out why it keeps happening. I will be walking to the private room where my students are waiting for me and as I'm passing by a table where a young Japanese couple is sitting (man and woman) or sometimes two Japanese women and they will bust up laughing at they both notice me walking by. The laugh does NOT sound friendly at all. It sounds really fucked up and evil.
Since I'm not an evil retard, I never look at people and just start busting up laughing. I literally never do that because it is RUDE.
As always, people on here will just say: "Oh they were just laughing at something else at the time." No, because often these people will be having a conversation where they are not laughing or even smiling at all, then they will both see me and make eye contact with me then each other, then were is some awkward pause (I never stare, just a brief glance and usually I don't even make eye contact with these people at all) and they will suddenly both bust up laughing...more like cackling. The sound of it is so annoying, it makes me want to bash their heads with a coffee mug, but I usually just ignore it since it happens so often.
Seriously, what the fuck is this situation about? No, I don't think they are nervous and that is what the evil laughter is from. No, I don't think they think I'm ugly because I have done modeling in the US and China before. I'm muscular and healthy too, but the laugh doesn't have a "this guy is hot, he is making me nervous" kind of laugh.
Anyway, I already have rage issues due to being molested as a child and dealing with retarded assholes like this all the time is really starting to get to me. Yes, I have an outlet, but it seems that I need multiple outlets since my rage and hatred is so strong.
Today, I actually confronted the people and asked what is so fucking funny? Of course, crickets and they quickly left the cafe. The man tried mad dogging me and I gave him the stare of a killer and I could see the fear in his eyes.
I have this situation that keeps repeating and for the life of me, I can't figure out why it keeps happening. I will be walking to the private room where my students are waiting for me and as I'm passing by a table where a young Japanese couple is sitting (man and woman) or sometimes two Japanese women and they will bust up laughing at they both notice me walking by. The laugh does NOT sound friendly at all. It sounds really fucked up and evil.
Since I'm not an evil retard, I never look at people and just start busting up laughing. I literally never do that because it is RUDE.
As always, people on here will just say: "Oh they were just laughing at something else at the time." No, because often these people will be having a conversation where they are not laughing or even smiling at all, then they will both see me and make eye contact with me then each other, then were is some awkward pause (I never stare, just a brief glance and usually I don't even make eye contact with these people at all) and they will suddenly both bust up laughing...more like cackling. The sound of it is so annoying, it makes me want to bash their heads with a coffee mug, but I usually just ignore it since it happens so often.
Seriously, what the fuck is this situation about? No, I don't think they are nervous and that is what the evil laughter is from. No, I don't think they think I'm ugly because I have done modeling in the US and China before. I'm muscular and healthy too, but the laugh doesn't have a "this guy is hot, he is making me nervous" kind of laugh.
Anyway, I already have rage issues due to being molested as a child and dealing with retarded assholes like this all the time is really starting to get to me. Yes, I have an outlet, but it seems that I need multiple outlets since my rage and hatred is so strong.
Today, I actually confronted the people and asked what is so fucking funny? Of course, crickets and they quickly left the cafe. The man tried mad dogging me and I gave him the stare of a killer and I could see the fear in his eyes.