You need to stop taking everything here personally, man. I wasn't even quoting your message.
Most of those guys show up with good hard-ons but still cannot finish. And viagra doesn't help for that.
And a great way to find out if you are mentally addicted is to go next time without and see how it makes you feel.
I am old, fat and ugly disgusting piece of shit and I meet hot girls weekly. And trusting I will continue doing so and finding even hotter girls in the future. So I cannot really fathom why someone would want to give up on that.
But if you are insisting then I believe
@Cinnabums has a good link for you.