I should be in Japan in February this year. I am fairly decent looking white guy in my 30s but looking younger.
I will try dating/meeting some girls organically, if that doesnt work well enough I might visit or "hire" a girl.
It's been several years since I last had D in V and mid way she told "she cant do it". Was just curious if she could fit my member in her chamber I guess. (she could fit, but she had emotional problems)
Since then I fell in love with my first Japanese teacher, and recently kinda lost my cool over a 20 yrs young ryuugakusei, her hormones made me nuts.
I am pretty sure what I call "falling in love" is just lacking sex on a reg basis and thats making me idolize few Japanese women I meet which in contrast are probably spammed by white dudes daily.
I am beyond horny and need to vent soon. I was not this horny in my teens. YOu know the horniness when you feel hot and cold at same time, your face seems to stick to your skull and dick is always semi?
Maybe most of the guys here are well off in the safe zone and better so. It ffing sucks.
Cant wait to release. I wanna return a changed man.
Not really on topic but yeah, dont wanna p2p in current country because a) no asians and b) shady.