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*ninja edit* ok.. I don't know why 'boku wa' auto corrected to broken soul :S awkward!
moushiwake arimasen deshita!
Hello kindred spirits!
Currently touring Japan with my older sibings, its been a great cultural experience so far and can't wait to be at Tokyo as we're currently leaving Osaka.
Prior to leaving the country my family literally gave me spending money specifically for p4p, saying go have fun, suit and armor is a must soaplands are an utter bliss.
( Being kissless virgin at 21 and counting hopefully not by 40, however I'm in no rush, comes when it comes .
Parents and siblings jokingly questioning my sexuality since I never brought home a girl yet. (dad and older brother set bench marks in their history with women when they were my age range, they're probably wondering what's wrong with their youngest.. ahhh expectations)
As much as I appreciate the gesture I don't I can have a bite.
Don't have anything against the people working in the industry, infact I actually respect them alot, I tend to think that if someone like me didn't have the social skills to snag the occasional interest from the opposite sex, then soliciting it would be the most terrifying interaction imaginable.
I just I have a bad case of TMS (traumatic masturabatory syndrome) it's started when I was 4 so young I know.... and it's broken my ability to achieve climax through conventional methods since I been used to the unorthadox prone for as long as I lived.
I remember for my 21st birthday my friends took me to a erotic nude massage palor with happy endings.
They booked me for HJ&BJ. I thought I was going to explode in the first few seconds. Nope! body found the sensation too foreign to comprehend and it was numbing from start to end. She tried really hard to give me a happy ending, I didn't doubt her ability, I believed she did nothing wrong, in the end she didn't get to see my cum face.
She felt displeased not being to deliver. I felt horrible and apologized. I was grateful for her efforts and dedication till the end.
Pretty much lied to my friends that I had a great time. I'm too embarrassed to disclose my problem to them not even my family, but not at all in here for some reason lol.
I just don't want to set myself up for disappointment and make my holiday a buzzkill should I decide to follow through and find out its going to affect my sex life too, it would be heartbreaking if this will sabotage my future relationships.
Been abstaining for a while, but sometimes its a bitch when my libido hits the roof wanting to feck anything that moves or have it constantly on your mind. Have to off myself sometimes to have a peace of mind.
Anywho thanks for reading. Glad to be part of this community!
SeeUsmiles!
moushiwake arimasen deshita!
Hello kindred spirits!
Currently touring Japan with my older sibings, its been a great cultural experience so far and can't wait to be at Tokyo as we're currently leaving Osaka.
Prior to leaving the country my family literally gave me spending money specifically for p4p, saying go have fun, suit and armor is a must soaplands are an utter bliss.
( Being kissless virgin at 21 and counting hopefully not by 40, however I'm in no rush, comes when it comes .
Parents and siblings jokingly questioning my sexuality since I never brought home a girl yet. (dad and older brother set bench marks in their history with women when they were my age range, they're probably wondering what's wrong with their youngest.. ahhh expectations)
As much as I appreciate the gesture I don't I can have a bite.
Don't have anything against the people working in the industry, infact I actually respect them alot, I tend to think that if someone like me didn't have the social skills to snag the occasional interest from the opposite sex, then soliciting it would be the most terrifying interaction imaginable.
I just I have a bad case of TMS (traumatic masturabatory syndrome) it's started when I was 4 so young I know.... and it's broken my ability to achieve climax through conventional methods since I been used to the unorthadox prone for as long as I lived.
I remember for my 21st birthday my friends took me to a erotic nude massage palor with happy endings.
They booked me for HJ&BJ. I thought I was going to explode in the first few seconds. Nope! body found the sensation too foreign to comprehend and it was numbing from start to end. She tried really hard to give me a happy ending, I didn't doubt her ability, I believed she did nothing wrong, in the end she didn't get to see my cum face.
She felt displeased not being to deliver. I felt horrible and apologized. I was grateful for her efforts and dedication till the end.
Pretty much lied to my friends that I had a great time. I'm too embarrassed to disclose my problem to them not even my family, but not at all in here for some reason lol.
I just don't want to set myself up for disappointment and make my holiday a buzzkill should I decide to follow through and find out its going to affect my sex life too, it would be heartbreaking if this will sabotage my future relationships.
Been abstaining for a while, but sometimes its a bitch when my libido hits the roof wanting to feck anything that moves or have it constantly on your mind. Have to off myself sometimes to have a peace of mind.
Anywho thanks for reading. Glad to be part of this community!
SeeUsmiles!
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