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- Jan 5, 2014
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Sigh... I dunno why but I have feel incredible sympathy for providers who have no choice but to enter the industry. For the first time(can't really say that as my experience is minimal compared to more experience vets), I actually felt sorry and guilty for using a service. I know people are going to call me naive and stupid but I'm just extremely sympathetic to people like that. It's just the way I am.
The girl was young, less than 20 and we basically chatted until the time was over and we both sat there wondering what to do. I didn't really want to force the issue because I really enjoyed the conversation we had and it really felt really sincere and not faked. Nothing was scripted and we talked about about a whole bunch of things. I could see in her eyes that she didn't want to do anything(along with a few other hints and the fact that she asked a few times if talking only was just okay) and I was so close to just saying you know what forget it. I'll just take it that I lost some cash. However it was no small amount(at least to me) and I was kinda horny back then. She then took the initiative and said lets do it quickly to which I first asked if it was really okay as it was pass the set time. We quickly settled the service in about 10 mins and she kept apologizing to me. At this point I also felt bad and I'm thinking... Damn I should have just let it go. She probably sees me in a less positive light and while I don't really care, I just can't help but feel like I would've made her day a little better by doing so. It was extremly late then. Btw, reason why I'm saying she doesn't want to do it is cos firstly it's just a handjob shop and she doesn't really allow for many extra options. She also only started last month.
To make matters worse, when we left the rental room and she was on her way back to the shop(I was walking behind her), she got harassed by one of the many African touts(why would they even do that?) and my heart just broke. I swear i wanted to go up and try to stave him off but that would be asking for a death wish.
Damn, now I feel like I shouldn't have done anything and just let her go. Would've made me feel better now even though I would have lost the money. Some how it would've make me feel like I've done a charitable deed. Arghhh... Why!!!?? Makes me feel like nominating her again for a shorter session and just say you know what, let's just talk but I won't be around in Tokyo anymore the next time she is available.
Btw, I'm not going to do a review on her as I don't really feel like doing so and I'll do another review on another girl I recommend instead. I really don't know how I'm gonna sleep tonight. Maybe she was just acting and playing the victim card, I'll never really know but I'm the type of person who prefers to trust then to be a skeptic. I also know that she could've easily chosen another profession of work if she needed money but again, I don't really know her history and background so I can't judge her.
The girl was young, less than 20 and we basically chatted until the time was over and we both sat there wondering what to do. I didn't really want to force the issue because I really enjoyed the conversation we had and it really felt really sincere and not faked. Nothing was scripted and we talked about about a whole bunch of things. I could see in her eyes that she didn't want to do anything(along with a few other hints and the fact that she asked a few times if talking only was just okay) and I was so close to just saying you know what forget it. I'll just take it that I lost some cash. However it was no small amount(at least to me) and I was kinda horny back then. She then took the initiative and said lets do it quickly to which I first asked if it was really okay as it was pass the set time. We quickly settled the service in about 10 mins and she kept apologizing to me. At this point I also felt bad and I'm thinking... Damn I should have just let it go. She probably sees me in a less positive light and while I don't really care, I just can't help but feel like I would've made her day a little better by doing so. It was extremly late then. Btw, reason why I'm saying she doesn't want to do it is cos firstly it's just a handjob shop and she doesn't really allow for many extra options. She also only started last month.
To make matters worse, when we left the rental room and she was on her way back to the shop(I was walking behind her), she got harassed by one of the many African touts(why would they even do that?) and my heart just broke. I swear i wanted to go up and try to stave him off but that would be asking for a death wish.
Damn, now I feel like I shouldn't have done anything and just let her go. Would've made me feel better now even though I would have lost the money. Some how it would've make me feel like I've done a charitable deed. Arghhh... Why!!!?? Makes me feel like nominating her again for a shorter session and just say you know what, let's just talk but I won't be around in Tokyo anymore the next time she is available.
Btw, I'm not going to do a review on her as I don't really feel like doing so and I'll do another review on another girl I recommend instead. I really don't know how I'm gonna sleep tonight. Maybe she was just acting and playing the victim card, I'll never really know but I'm the type of person who prefers to trust then to be a skeptic. I also know that she could've easily chosen another profession of work if she needed money but again, I don't really know her history and background so I can't judge her.