Ok, so there is this mildly mentally handicapped Japanese women that I teach English to privately. I have been teaching her for about 6 months now and she has really grown fond of me. She says that I'm her boyfriend and that she loves me. She will bake cakes and cookies for me and she even made me a hankerchief before. She also tells me that she wants to marry me. Of course, I silently shrug most of this off while remaining polite. I can't take it too seriously because I know she has a handicap.
She has told me that she was once married to this Japanese man but they divorced about 10 years ago. She told me that he used to be physcially abusive. I told her that I'm so sorry to hear that and that her ex husband sounds like a terrible guy. She always tells me that he wasn't a bad guy and that she always deserved the abuse? She tells me that he would always get really angry at her and hit her legs with umbrellas and sometimes even slap her face.
Although I wouldn't marry this woman, she does have a really sexy body. She has thick, smooth legs and a big ass. I would totally have sex with her and I want to try. Here is the problem though. Every time I talk to her about sex she acts uncomfortable but she will always dress up in mini skirts and short shorts for me? It could be raining heavily and sure enough she is wearing either a miniskirt of short shorts lol. I know so far she just sounds like a tease, but I think there is more to it than that. I think she is mentally at an age much younger than she actually is. The reason I say so is because most likely due to this handicap, she will often shy away from any adult talk (sex, being flirty) but has no problem saying she loves me and that she wants to marry only me, etc.
I have isolated her at a park and made out with her before, but I have yet to try to go further than that. She lets me touch her legs all the time, but stops my hands if they move to her breasts or ass. She recently emailed me saying that she loves me again and she invited me to go to a private onsen with me that is a gender shared room. She wants to wear a sexy bathing suit for me, which I'm cool with. The annoying thing is that it seems like the story is always look but don't touch. She mentioned in the email that she doesn't want to have sex and definitely will not go to a love hotel with me (I told her to go with me to one before). One annoying thing is that although she calls me her boyfriend, she said that if we go to a love hotel, she will be in separate rooms wtf? Then wtf is the point of going to the love hotel at all? lol I have given up on the love hotel idea, but I might take her up on the private onsen.
There is one funny thing that I noticed though. While we are sitting next to each other, her eyes will be looking like right at my cock. Of course I have pants on but I mean her eyes will be staring at my groin area if I talk about sex at all. It isn't a look of nervousness or fear, she is like smiling and looks turned on. I hate doing this, but does she want me to stop being so passive and just whip my cock out? lol
We have had some sex talks in the past about S&M because I told her I'm into it. I told her I'm an S and told her that she is my M lol. She actually nodded and said yes when I asked if she likes a strong man and if I'm her S and she is my M. It was funny because she said she liked wrestling and wants to wrestle and play fight with me. During this time, she did allow me to be more physical with her, but at the same time I think her intentions are very mildly sexual or not at all.
Anyway, she is sexy. She loves me and dresses sexy for me all the time and I want to bang her or at least get a handjob or blowjob. How would you guys go about doing anything sexual with her if she is so shy, immature when it comes to sex? She claims she used to have sex with her ex husband, but I somehow doubt it because she is so distant with me. Maybe she became sexually distant to all men because of his abuse who knows. She also has told me countless times that she wants to have sex with me but only after marriage? I told her that is a really old idea and that nobody really lives like that anymore. She is a gaijin hunter might I add and I mentioned to her that there is no way in hell a foreign man is going to marry her before even having sex with her unless he is marrying her for a visa. Harsh but it is pretty much the truth. I told her why would I marry someone only later to realize my sex life with her is going to be a tragedy? lol