So as the title says, that is the subject of my first post.
Honestly, im doing this because i don’t know with who talk about this and i suppose i can get a bit of advice here. Im a foreigner living here since three years ago, in the journey after dating, working and some adventures, i just met this beautiful girl who make look everything nice for me. After a While she proposed me to get married, in that way "I will not have a difficult visa process", i must say; i didn’t get married with her because it was the golden ticket, i truly love my wife but her past is quite the nightmare for me.
After a few months we were looking some photos from her past and then one in the salon pop up, i got super shocked and then the true came out in a period of two months of discussions. She actually work around one week there when she was finishing the university, in this kind of soap lands, or more specific the JJ CLUB in Shibuya, she got 4 to 5 guys per day and Honestly i cannot deal with this, so it have been super difficult since then, also our first month was very difficult because we were dating other people, but she was with more than one guy and me just seeing 1 girl... so i don’t know. it got toxic in some way.
I have been reading the forum since long time ago, to understand how it work the sexual work in Japan, i never went into any of the sexual services who they offer in Japan but im Very keen going to Bliss out for example, because in some way i think this kind of place could expand my perception about the multiple sexuality tendencies from the Japanese People, as far as i read theres couples who go there too.
I cannot take this feeling out from me, like being scammed. Do you think guys, im being too judgemental ? sometimes i think maybe i should consume a few delivery girls, maybe in that way i could deal with this, forcing myself to feel guilty about something, but i don’t know... I think sometimes i didn’t explore this are from Japan before get married and its just my ego... Just once after a fight a hang out with a friend and we finish in the love hotel but i feel like shit after.
How do you do to go into delivery girls? or into bliss out with couples? it is my reality lie a crap or im exaggerating ?
Help
Honestly, im doing this because i don’t know with who talk about this and i suppose i can get a bit of advice here. Im a foreigner living here since three years ago, in the journey after dating, working and some adventures, i just met this beautiful girl who make look everything nice for me. After a While she proposed me to get married, in that way "I will not have a difficult visa process", i must say; i didn’t get married with her because it was the golden ticket, i truly love my wife but her past is quite the nightmare for me.
After a few months we were looking some photos from her past and then one in the salon pop up, i got super shocked and then the true came out in a period of two months of discussions. She actually work around one week there when she was finishing the university, in this kind of soap lands, or more specific the JJ CLUB in Shibuya, she got 4 to 5 guys per day and Honestly i cannot deal with this, so it have been super difficult since then, also our first month was very difficult because we were dating other people, but she was with more than one guy and me just seeing 1 girl... so i don’t know. it got toxic in some way.
I have been reading the forum since long time ago, to understand how it work the sexual work in Japan, i never went into any of the sexual services who they offer in Japan but im Very keen going to Bliss out for example, because in some way i think this kind of place could expand my perception about the multiple sexuality tendencies from the Japanese People, as far as i read theres couples who go there too.
I cannot take this feeling out from me, like being scammed. Do you think guys, im being too judgemental ? sometimes i think maybe i should consume a few delivery girls, maybe in that way i could deal with this, forcing myself to feel guilty about something, but i don’t know... I think sometimes i didn’t explore this are from Japan before get married and its just my ego... Just once after a fight a hang out with a friend and we finish in the love hotel but i feel like shit after.
How do you do to go into delivery girls? or into bliss out with couples? it is my reality lie a crap or im exaggerating ?
Help