meiji
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I'm a professional anthroplogist (won't give out too much info). I'm interested in escorts as a phenomenon. Not professionally, as my general work revolves around other issues. Just personally. Escorts interest me in an abstract way, like many other professions. The ins and outs of their industry fascinate me and I'm eager to learn about attitudes and perspectives towards many issues.
I'm an "amateur" anthropologist, and the hobby fascinates me. For a long time I've wanted to write a survey for various classes of providers and hobbyists to take, mainly because so much of it is shrouded in secrecy and hence the social science that's done on it tends to be crappy at best and reactionary/quackery at worst.
At the same time, there is an ethical component for me. I hold myself to a fairly stringent code of honor and I do not want to be responsible for souring a young woman towards marriage- that's what I mean by " boner killer." It's not that I want the whore to " like me." It's that I need it to fit within specific ethical parameters ( consensual/not under severe financial strain/no pimps, etc.).
I dunno, man. I think just about everyone in the hobby is psychologically affected by it in some way. And a lot of it has nothing to do with relationships with the opposite sex. Nowadays when I see a hotel, I wonder how many of the rooms there are occupied for the purposes of paid sex. Same thing with the large anonymous apartment complexes that are ubiquitous in America. I wouldn't really call it "jaded" or anything, it's just a different way of looking at the world.
I think I have become somewhat jaded about relationships (I'm not married), and it's probably helped me some, actually. Back in the day, I used to get lovestruck really easily, and then get burned at the end. Nowadays, I still would eventually like to get married, and it's my personal decision to not see providers while I have a long-term GF, but my time with providers has separated love and sex some.
In terms of 'hatred' or whatever, I think even if you stick within the ethical parameters, you are still going to be with women that don't like you or hate you. That's the way the service industry is. You don't think that there's waitstaff or customer service representatives that, even if you are polite and not a bother, occasionally hate your existence? I think providers ask about whether you are married because a) they are interested in their customers and b) because they want to give good service, which means making small talk with you and at least feigning interest in you.
Circling back to what you posted originally:
But I've also heard that many escorts have contempt for married clients ( dont ask me where) even though they don't show it. The thought of someone secretly loathing me is a huge turn-off.
A really good escort is once that convincingly sells you on a fantasy. There's a hobby term called Illusion of Passion, which is a provider's ability to act convincingly like she really loves her time with a hobbyist. Bad IOP isn't just a girl that lies there, but also girls that 2 seconds after penetration starts moaning loudly and saying "I'm coming! Let's come together, okay??" My point is that her job is to show you a fantasy and keep you there the entire time you are together. Note that there's a reason they call it Illusion of Passion, and not just Passion. As long as we are being ethical hobbyists and the provider has very good Illusion of Passion, I would argue that for the purposes of whether or not you enjoy a session, what a provider's actual state of mind and beliefs about you are irrelevant.
And I actually expect this fantasy from providers I see. I generally have no interest in hearing about their romantic lives outside of the bed I temporarily share with them, and I more or less have no interest in hearing about their other customers. I saw this college-age woman once in the US who took a short phone call while I was there, and when she came back told me that she just told her boyfriend that she was at the library studying. Total, total turn off for me. But that's because I'm paying for that experience. As others have said, if it bothers you that they'll think less of you, then lie to them. It's a fantasy, after all, and it's generally a good idea to have some separation (of emotions, of personal information, etc) anyway. But you have to understand that they might hate you regardless of how ethical/polite/clean you are, and that's really something you'll have to decide on and act accordingly.